Disclaimer: Okay, this is dumb. Ten thousand or more
of these have probably been written in six years, so
If you don’t know that these characters are not mine,
then I’d go out on a limb here and say that you’re
seriously delusional. But since I already know that
you are I must go ahead and state the obvious. I do
not own any of these absolutely Gorgeous (Ares)
characters, they belong to renaissance,
blah-blah-blah…okay now that that’s over with, let’s
just get on with it, shall we?
Timeline: This short story takes place sometime after
The Hercules Episode: Unchained Heart, but before Xena
met Gabrielle. K? Because to tell you the truth, I’m
sick and tired of Gabrielle messing EVERYTHING up, so
I was too disgusted to write for her at the current
time. I just changed the story a little bit. :)
I’d like to dedicate this short story to every single
one of you who has filled up my mailbox with kind
words of encouragement since my first part of Black
Roses came out. All of you have been a tremendous
support, and have kept me going when I couldn’t see
the light at the end of the tunnel. Every sentiment
was greatly appreciated, thank-you, with all my heart.
Silently walking along the dusty, barren trail, the
warrior princess shivered in despair. She had left
everything behind, her life, her army…her love. No,
she wouldn’t think about him, he represented
everything that she had turned against and she
couldn’t let herself go back to him, and it was slowly
breaking her heart. Ares. Why did she have to love
him so much? Every moment that they had shared
together was burned into her mind and flowed within
her soul. He was so much a part of her and she of him.
And Xena knew that he wasn’t going to let her go that
easily.
The past few days had taken a toll on her body and
she was beginning to feel the deep fatigue. She had
long ago abandoned the war-horse she had taken from
Darfus’s camp was now headed towards Tripoli to
retrieve her beloved horse, Argo. The bleak, gray
morning was quickly fading into a scorching afternoon
and the lack of shade and water was not doing much to
improve the weary woman’s condition. Still, Xena
strode on, determined not to let her pain get the best
of her.
Ares sat slumped over on his throne and quietly
watched his raven-haired beauty pad quietly along the
lonely road. He knew she wasn’t going to make it.
Her breathing was becoming labored and her
battle-wounds coupled with exhaustion were rapidly
slowing her down. It wouldn’t be long before she
fell, and lay crumpled at the side of the trail.
He had been seething all day, raging around his
Olympian palace. Yet seeing her like this made him
regret every minute of it. He couldn’t watch the
woman he had loved for so long slowly die in the
middle of nowhere. She would pay for leaving him; yes
he’d make sure of that. But for now, all he was
worried about was her survival, and with one last
glance at his struggling princess, he went to her.
Xena concentrated on each breath, each step. Her
legs
felt like lead and each stride was more agonizing than
the last. She could feel her eyes become clouded, and
knew it wouldn’t be much longer before she lost touch
with consciousness but she still had to fight it.
There was no one here to help her if she went down.
She felt completely and utterly alone, and for the
first time in her life she thought she might not make
it. Breathe. Step. Breathe. Step…
Bright shards of cerulean colored light filled the
road ahead of her, as Ares stepped out from the
aether. Her last conscious thought was that of him
calling out her name as she tumbled to the ground.
Ares picked up the pace when he saw her go down.
He raced to her side and gingerly swept his hand
across
her dirt-covered face. Her breathing was alarmingly
sharp and a faint whistle could be heard with every
breath she took in. Ares recalled the recent battle,
trying to account for all of her injuries. He ran his
hand along her waist and up to her-there, her ribs!
Underneath the leather corset he could feel the heavy
telltale bandaging of badly broken ribs. One of them
must be pushing against her lung. He needed to get
her out of here, and fast.
The God of War leaned over and slipped his arms
beneath her body, slowly lifting her limp form into
his muscled arms. He glanced lovingly at the beauty
in his arms and then the pair vanished from sight.
The cave was, well, a little less homely than Ares
remembered it. It had been years since it had been
occupied and dust and cobwebs covered everything in
sight. A slight trickle of water could be heard from
the back of the large cavern and Ares produced a
slight smile, the small waterfall hadn’t dried up and
Ares thanked his lucky stars. He took one last glance
around before settling Xena down on an old cot. He’d
had to bring her here. Word was that Xena’s army was
in hot pursuit of her and he knew that they’d search
his temples first.
Ares stood and looked at the mess before him. A
heat
began to spread from his hands and filled the room,
and the dust and grime were instantly gone. He lit a
fire in the makeshift hearth cut into the stone wall
and then moved back to Xena. The war god kneeled
before his chosen princess and quietly assessed her
damage. Her skin was covered in a sticky layer of
crimson and dirt. It looked as if her entire body was
bleeding. Several of her ribs were broken and she was
dehydrated and malnourished. Ares sighed in disgust.
His heart seemed to palpitate faster with every
breath. He had never seen her so weak and vulnerable
before, and was even more appalled that he was the
cause of her pain.
The wounds that she had sustained would leave her
body scarred and broken, and he couldn’t stand the
thought of it. The first thing he did was gather clean
rags and different salves to treat her wounds. He
walked over to the fire and picked up a metal bucket
from beside it and went to collect water from the
falls.
As he walked back towards Xena, his thoughts were
in a tumult. He knew he was going to have to heal
her.That was just a given. But he knew the gods would
disapprove. It was against Olympian law to heal a
fatally wounded mortal. But he couldn’t let her die.
Not after everything that they had been through
together. Not after she had awakened the cold, black
heart within him, and opened him up to a passion he
never knew before. Not after he had given her his
love.
Ares quickly made his way back over to the rickety
cot. Xena's condition was getting worse with every
second. Her face had become flushed,her body was
covered in a sheet of sweat, and she was beginning to
thrash about. 'Not much time,' He fretted. Ares got
down beside her and began the long and meticulous task
of healing his princess. With careful fingers he pried
her armor and leathers from her body in a sickening
peel. When he looked over her battered body, he knew
he'd have to remove her shift, and he knew she'd hate
him later. At least she'd be alive to hate him later.
As he started to pry the blood soaked shift from
her body her eyes fluttered open, and she recoiled in
fear. "Wh-what's going on?" she screamed.
Ares quickly pinned her arms to her sides and
pushed her back down to avoid her from injuring
herself any further. "Xena, shh. Xena, sweet, it's
alright." He cooed.
The fear in her eyes subsided as she focused on
his smooth voice, and looked into his eyes. "Ares?"
"I'm here Xena. Everything's going to be alright
now, okay. Just lie still until I finish, love."
Xena's head snapped in his direction but she said
nothing. It almost hurt to hear him call her that.
She didn't deserve it. Not after she'd hurt him like
she did. Not after she'd betrayed his trust, his love.
She felt his hands remove her shift and closed her
eyes as he began to clean her wounds.
The God of War listened to the crackling and
snapping of the fire as he rocked back and forth on a
sturdy, old, wooden rocker. It had been hours since
he'd finished cleansing her wounds and he now waited
for her to awaken. With a scrape of leather, he rose
from the chair and walked over to where she lay. He
couldn't stand being away from her any longer. These
past few months they had grown apart and he needed
contact, he needed to feel her close to him again.
Ares leaned down and gently lifted her from the cot
up into his arms and strode back over to the rocker.
He sat down and nestled her against his body, holding
her as one would a sleeping infant. Ares looked down
at her beautiful face. He'd almost lost her today. In
one day, he had almost lost everything that meant
something to him...his feelings, his heart, his love
for her. But as he looked down at her soft features,
he somehow knew that he would never lose her. He
decided right then and there that he'd always be there
for her, no matter what. He'd love her for eternity.
Ares let his hand slip down to her chest and let it
come to rest just below her collarbone. He could feel
the steady beat of her heart and smiled as he leaned
his head down to hers. Xena stirred in his arms and
looked up at him. She smiled as he tighted the loving
embrace he held her in and she turned her eyes to meet
his.
"Ares?"
"Hmm?"
Xena didn't know how to put how she felt into words.
She knew somehow that nothing she said would make what
she did any better. But still she tried, "I wanted to
say thank-you for..."
"Xena, sweet, listen to me. Nothing you could ever do
would make me turn away from you. I was so angry with
you for leaving me, I thought it meant that you didn't
love me anymore. But when I saw you hurt this morning,
all of those thoughts vanished from my head, and all
that mattered was you, Xena. I couldn't let you die, I
refuse to lose the only woman I have ever loved. You
hear me, I love you." Ares leaned down to her velvety
lips and pressed his against them. He felt a moisture
spread down across their cheeks, but was unsure of
from who's eyes they fell. He felt her arms wrap
around his neck and she deepened the kiss, telling him
with her body what her words could not.
When she pulled away, Xena rested her head against
his warm chest and Ares gently stroked her silky hair.
Her eyelids began to get heavy and she snuggled deeper
into his warm embrace.
Ares saw her begin to drift off and smiled. "Xena, I
want you to promise me something."
She lifted her eyes to her him.
"Promise me that you won't shut me out of your life,
even thought you'll travel a path different from mine.
Promise me that you won't forget all that we had, all
that we have."
Xena reached an arm up and pulled his lips to hers.
She kissed him with a passion that she had thought
long gone. Ares pulled his head away and waited for
her reply.
"I won't forget, Ares. I promise, I will never stop
loving you." They smiled a smile only for each others'
eyes, and Xena resigned herself to sleep. She had
almost drifted off when she heard his rich, masculine
voice fill the air.
"Goodnight my love, and don't worry about the
future. I'll be there to care for and love you always,
and cause you a little trouble, of course!" He felt
her smile against his chest and hugged her a little
tighter. With one last glance of at the keeper of his
heart, the God of War closed his eyes in slumber.